"I want my fat to be symmetrical!"

This is what I told my trainer this morning when she asked what I wanted to work on.

I mean, let's be honest, when you weigh as much as I do, you really can't complain about "problem areas. The whole body is a problem area.

One of my most embarrassing features right now is the extra fat roll I am carrying around on my left arm. Both arms are really big, "ham-esque" if you will, but that one extra roll on my left arm is driving me nuts.

She said she understood and said it was nice to have a client with honest, achievable expectations. She frequently has clients come in expecting to lose 50 pounds in 30 days.

Whatever...

I know I am not going to be bikini ready in June.

I know I have a very long road ahead of me.

But, in the mean time, I am trying to focus on small, reasonable goals.

So, that's it for now.

My mini-goals for now are to work on balancing out my fat arms, sticking to my exercise schedule and weighing in under 250lbs by Valentine's Day.

Will update my caloric intake tonight.